its nothing some ibuprofen and a blunt and 5 beers and a head injury and jacking off and killing myself cant fix
the fact that i still have to unlearn shame… like come on that’s literally the most embarrassing thing to not have unlearned yet
0v9:
Well, you know what they say; Rome was built in a day, and if you’re going any slower than that, you’re basically fucked with no hope at all
if you start introducing nice things into your life it’s a slippery slope and you have to be careful in case you start liking it when things are nice
you ever feel like you’re in an emotional saw trap like damn I have to make a decision but no matter which one I pick it will haunt me for the rest of my life
Maladaptive daydreaming as a child was like “what if I was in the digimon universe” and now it’s like “what if someone genuinely loved me even though I’m flawed”











